She stared at him hard, her eyes boring a hole in him as he spoke. Staring at him in silence for several minutes her mind searching for how to start, where to begin and would he even believe her anyway. She sighed and walked back over to him sliding back down to the ground annoyed though she had somewhat expected this anyway. it was pointless to just run away he would just catch up to her in seconds anyway."do you think that I don't know this? do you think that I don't realize that my efforts are most likely pointless? I'd rather at least try to fight instead of giving up, if that were the case I'd still be in that hellhole. So what did that bitch tell you? I bet she gave you some sob story about how she took in a poor orphan girl whose bad parents got themselves killed and didn't want me and she probably made herself out to be some fucking saint didn't she?" she asked her emotions getting the best of her as her rage built up, she'd wanted for some long to stand up to cynthia and when she finally did she can't even remember any of it. She was so frustrated "I don't know how my parents died, I can't even remember them, my earliest memories are that same room she kept me locked in for fifteen years. She beat and abused me every damn day of my life. The only time her and her husband Gordon were ever decent to me was when they made me go with them to their personal affairs, hoity toity rich snobby parties and such. I found out later that Cynthia is barren, which is why they have no children of their own. It's no wonder though, she's probably as frigid in bed as she is in every other aspect of her damn life. I found out a few things over my life from Jeremy, he was my body guard, he escorted me to and from school, to make sure I didn't try to run and whatever. He was the only one who was ever decent to me, he's the only reason I would ever go back he was like a brother to me. " she reached into her pack and pulled out the picture of her and her parents that jeremy had given her a week before. She stared down at it a moment before tossing it at exion's feet. "The first time I ever saw my own parents was a week ago! All I have is this damn picture I have no idea what their names are, who they were, I don't know anything about them at all! " she said fighting back her angry tears. "I awoke last week in an alley, my whole body ached and still does and I have no idea what happened or how I got there. The last thing i remember is doubling over in excruicating pain in my room and then waking up on the dirty ground. I ran because it's all I knew to do" she said angrily "I've never known anything but pain and obediance because of that fucking bitch! I don't even know how to experiance pleasure because I have never been allowed to experiance it I barely know what its like to eat real fucking food because she only fed me what little she had to to keep me alive." she shouted wiping tears from her face "and the fact that she's telling people that she is the victim in this is pure bullshit!" she said her chest heaving with anger

:: My heart is in love with the idea of falling in love, but my heart has been broken by the reality of life.::